I was thinking about how there's "change" and then there's "transformation". Change happens no matter what. There's no stopping it. Transformation takes discipline, mindfulness, and patience.
The first of the yoga sutras of Patanjali is sometimes translated as "And now the teaching of yoga begins", as if that occurrence happens once and then we are on the path. I've come to realize that that moment where the teaching of yoga begins happens now...and now...and now. And so do the opportunities to miss the moment. Fortunately the moment comes around again. It's never too late.
While this was all swirling around in my head, I woke up to the fact that my body had found a place of profound relaxation. So profound it sent a ripple of pleasure through me to notice it finally. Mostly that doesn't happen. When the mind is busy the body sort of picks up on it as well. But today my body took me where I needed to go and then waited for me to notice.
And now the teaching of yoga begins.